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Musical movie.

Les Miserables.

I dreamed a dream. Made really famous, or maybe made known to me by the music sensation Susan Boyle. The stage musical is showing at the Queen's theatre located near Chinatown in London. There are always posters featuring the stage musical. With it's iconic little girl with letterings (les miserables) on it's poster. Yes, I've walked passed the theatre, but yet to catch it.

Musicals brings intense energy and emotions to the stage. Les Miserable storyline is pretty to understand. It's quite direct and feelings are always expressed clearly through it's lyrics and songs.

This movie is dramatic. And I think one can't miss the three main emotions this movie portrayed. Sacrifice, grace and love. It's a sad, challenging movie throughout no doubt, but I prefer to see it in an ever positive light.

Five days before departure to Tamworth.

Today is the second last day that we will be in AFTC before AGC starts. Which means, tomorrow will be the last day. We left at 2pm and proceed on to the Air Force Museum to take our course photo and individual headshots. Canon baby did it's job today. We're five more days to Tuesday, and that's when we'll takeoff to Tamworth, New South Wales for our course.

I was packing my luggage just now. It's approximately 70% done. I'm still waiting for the Macbook pro to charge completely before I slot it into Crumply and into my new Army green bag.

Lightning fast.

A day before Christmas eve.

*listening to Buble's White Christmas as I'm typing this.

Got my American Tourister luggage bag from Suntec City yesterday. It's cabin-sized, fiery red in color. I've packed my stuffed inside already, and awaiting to fill it up by next week. Hunted for AcuStrap at the planet traveller which I'll be collecting only on the day of departure.

Excited.

TMS to AVN.

Last Friday, we officially moved from TMS to AVN. I was initially so excited to be finally stop Lobo-ing. But today, I found myself peeping through the opened doors of 02-24. It's basically our cave for one and a half months.

In AVN now. Activities are now structured and planned. I'm happy as I know something is going to happen soon. And in these precious two weeks, we'll be just like a sponge. Soaking in any precious information we can get. And today, we had a glimpse of how to do the Operations brief. It seems so cool. The Cuminolimbus, cumulus, stratocumulus, (basically types of clouds) seems like tongue twisters to me. We were not taught about them in our secondary school geography lessons. Sobs.

Managed to try reading the Ops brief out. :)

It's a good short day today.
Productive.
And I'm happy!

It's a Wednesday.

We had braised duck rice at the cookhouse today. Before that, went to the gym for a workout. Initially it was not planned as I'm involved in the life run later doing the aerobics (Oh gosh. Aerobics with no classes and rehearsals before that. Hahaha. It's so cheesy that it makes one want to eat cheesy cheese nachos.), but I decided to as I want to do something after a short nap and some reading.

For today, I did 20 minutes of running on the treadmill, biceps, triceps and abs exercise. I want to maintain the stamina and also maintain the tone of my arms and abs. Had a long bath after that. Ahhh, the secret luxury in the current lobo life. Will be moving to Aviation on this Friday.

January will be a crazy month. As much as I want something to happen, I guess I'll try to 'appreciate the art of doing nothing and doing something if you want to' before the crazy month. Also, to recharge and refresh the mind and body.

Waiting for the aerobics at 1500.

:)

Just a Thursday.

Rather than letting thoughts fray. I guess it'll be better to channel it perspectively.

There are some paragraphs that I've extracted from this book, The Art of Being while reading it today.

How to be perfectly imperfect.
Perfectionism is something that consumes an incredible amout of energy. Many perfectionists are not really aware of how much this obsession runs (and perhaps ruins) their life. We are so busy trying to make everything and everyone perfect (but mostly ourselves) that we lose touch with the moment at hand. Perfectionism stems from a need to control.

This sorta springs up as a reminder to me today. Let me give a simple illustration of an event which happenned yesterday. My new shoes, the shoes you've saw on the previous post, were misplaced and I only got to discovered it before I went to gym. And this thing's been bugging me. From yesterday till this morning. Partly blaming myself that I hadn't been more careful. When when I become too obsessed and crtical of myself, I tend to be less aware of my surroundings and 'lose touch with the moment in hand'. I may overlook more important stuffs and even people around me. It happens to me, and I'm trying to be more forgiving of my ownself. The book says. God is perfect, right now, just the way it is, in you and as you. So it's not that we have something we need to cover up, but rather that we have something to reveal to the world.

Henry David Thoreau wrote that most men lead lives of quiet desperation and go to the grave with the song still in them. The song of which Thoreau is speaking is the unexpressed self, God's creative essence looking out for an outlet. It requires courage to sing our song. In my opinion, the courage to express. I can be pretty true to myself. But sometimes my thoughts can consume and confuse me. That courage will indeed take us to the very edge of our comfort zone, that dark place called fear. Fear of rejection, fear of failure and perhaps even fear of success.

Beyong a certain point, there can be no more growth on the comfort of your nest, and if you want to be a hawk and soar with the wind, you have to take the risk, come to the edge and push off.

And on the 96th way to practice purpose in your life, there presents a quote, in small print by Ralph Waldo Emerson. It says 'I hate quotations'. Lol. I had a good laugh.Laughing cause I thought this may be in line with what I thought. I once shared with a friend that I thought quotes weren't for me because it's cliched. One point. Another, one own's life is self-discovery. It will be so ever confusing to you if you decided to take other people's quote and live it as your own.

And here from the book. 'Imitation is suicide' Now it makes it pretty clear, doesn't it? The message he was asking us to embrace is, be your own person; think for yourself; be an original, an authentic thinker not a duplicate.

That's probably why, I like things original, creative, no fine print, minimal with no pretence. Sophistication? Yes, but I can't seem to produce it.

Just a Wednesday.

Today's a Wednesday. And for those involved in the ATFC life run, we reported in civilian clothing. It's 0940 now. It's supposed to be movie time but the room was booked. So I went around the library, wanting to browse around before reaching for the unfinished book, 'Eye of the Viper'. But before I could, I came across a collection of book- 'The explosive art of close range combat- Wing Chun Gung Fu'.

Last Sunday was my second lesson. Inspired by Ip Man the movie which stars Donnie Yen? Yes. But not exactly the one to ten kind of fighting ability, but more of the it's spirit. The swiftness, efficiency, humility of this particular martial art intrigued me. Since then, I've tried to look for a school to learn. Thinking about the establishment of the commercial schools, the fees and all, I gave a halt to this idea. I know the importance of having a good club/ school, a good instructor as well as a mentor. It is very important in my opinion. And I'd say I'm very blessed in my TKD journey thus far.

But recently after a group gathering, I came to know of a friend who is teaching. So I decided to give to give it a try. Since I have nothing much really going on, on weekdays for now until course starts.

Sparring. Something I love, and something I look forward to when I was still very young in Taekwondo. I still do now, but sometimes prefer not to. I like to watch the exchanges of kicks and hear the clear snapping sound of a well executed kick. I like to watch my seniors fight. And from what my ma'am said, I watched with intense concentration every time. It can start from a very simple reason why I started. I think the sport is very cool. I didn't thought of using it to fight people, or use it a self-defence that time. I was just 14 then and I haven't anticipated any threats or what that may come by. But yes, I thought it's cool. Yes. That simple. And yea, this particular sport i especially love brought me quite far.

When I was reading the Wing Chun spirit section in the book, there's this paragraph which in my opinion is very interesting.

'Spirit, as it pertains to martial arts, encompasses many different qualities. The obvious qualities that come to mind are bravery, perseverance and self-confidence, but in wing chun, the list is expanded to include compassion, charity, respectfulness and humility. These spiritual qualities may not appear to go hand in hand with killer instinct and fighting 'heart', but in fact do. The spirit, as all elements of nature, is a blend of yum and yeung, which should ideally be in perfect balance. For every bit of toughness and 'rough and rumble' in the master's heart, there must be an equal amount of compassion and generousity to maintain a yum and yeung balance' adapted from the book.

Just take the yum and yeung as an illustration of balance.

I like the expanded list of qualities. And after the first lesson, I've learned that force is not encouraged. This is the softness. One element of the internal development.

Read a hard copy book.

Just bought a book at Times. 'Return to a sexy island' by Neil Humphreys. The author writes for on the sports column for the newpaper and that part was always filled with sharp witted humor. Hahaha. Am expecting the book to be entertaining.

I'm trying Wing Chun with my friends tomorrow!

:)

Something to look forward to. Our course in-charge is coming in and we'll be drawing our flightsuits on Monday. I'm really awaiting course to start next month on the 14th...

Weekends!

I'm back to TKD training on friday! It was quite a decision by me and Clar to be down for training. And since it's Shifu's birthday, there's an extra reason to be down. A seriously cool session.

On Friday, the Fantsc3 plus NMsquareG went to 吃好料 at 牛角。Oishi desu! We had two large portions of Wagyu Karubi and others which includes pork belly, Harubi and Karubi...
Ahh, those dripping oils from the marbling! Ahhhhhhh! :d Okay, we're topped with so much Fe2+.

And today, I drove down to transit road in search of embroidery service. Army market's been closed for quite some time and I've been searching awhile for shops which provide this service. And, yea, I've finally done what I need to do.

I did waited for quite sometime. Say 2.5 hours for the whole embroidery project to finish. But I didn't regret waiting because they provide good craftsmanship!

Thinking about that, I ordered one tag sometime earlier this week at another place and they gave me sub-standard work. I guess, being picky is not the point. The point is, the shopkeeper argued with me with an obvious mistake; the wordings were not aligned and the fonts were obviously not uniformed. So, nonono! I didn't accept the work of course. Bummer.

This week, I've encountered two people who should be the role models of all service providers. I met one of them today. Actually, I had many LBV tags that I need to complete. One pair each for me, my buddy and Lydia. Plus embroidery on helmet cover, jacket and 2x skills badge. Actually, the collection time is usually the next day, but the the shopkeeper said he'll try to complete them by 6.30pm (it's stated on the webby that they closes at 6pm) because I told him I wanted it today. So as promised, after he finished serving all his customers, he disappeared to somewhere. The aunty, I assume that it's his mother, told me, it takes time to write out, stuffs like that, since chinese characters are involved.

So diligently, he finished his work at 6pm. Then, from North Point, I drove down to collect my stuffs.
Great work. Good service. And one happy customer.

Okay, my trip in search for the non-cam phone was futile today. It's sold out. :/
But then, but then, I bought another thing.

Adipure Women's 360 trainers!
My bunions are getting bad. And it hurts now. If not for my buddy who pointed it out to me, I still thought it's normal. Ouch!!!...

I guess it's really time to do something 'bout it. Hmmm, I've always wanted to do barefoot running cause I like to have a feel of the ground. This shoes is provides almost that and it's comfy. More important thing is that and it don't constrict my bunion area. But alas, I'll still look around for the insole which provides alignment.

Shall try them out tomorrow at work.
Tata!

From Freshmen to Junior cadets.

Yeaterday, at 0530, marks the end of the common leadership module. At 0400, I was jolted awake by the turnout call. The initial instruction for us was to fall in in long four, but after which, the instruction changed to PT kit. There's no time to even brush teeth! When we gathered, some of our seniors were already there. They were in LBV, full camo and were menacing looking. Yea, I guess so, we were all prepared to knock it down. Accounting strength in a small chaos was challenging. After which, we were instructed to collect our LBV with necessary items needed. And next, route march. It was almost 0500 then. And during the conducting brief for a '5KM route march', I was wondering if we could make it on time for the initiation ceremony. My little hunch was correct. We had no time.

The turn out was a small test of our operational readiness. I know I'm crazy, but I think it's necessary and personally I like it. With SBO, it's managable. But with full FBO, it's gonna get tricky, and much more interesting.

We attended the initiation ceremony and, we're junior cadets now!

It's my first day at AFTC today. We are free to choose our own activities. So now, I'm at the computer lab typing this post.

Till next time!

For You by Keith Urban. From the movie Act of Valor.

All I saw was smoke and fire; I didn't feel a thing,
but suddenly I was rising higher.
And I felt like I'd just made the biggest mistake
when I though about my unborn child;

when I thought about my wife.
And the answer rang out clear
from somewhere up above:
No greater gift has man, but to lay down his life for love.

And I wonder, would I give my life?
Could I make that sacrifice?
If it came down to it, could I take the bullet, I would.
Yes I would for you.

Maybe you don't understand
I don't understand it all myself.
But there's a brother on my left and another on my right.
And in his pocket just like mine, he's got a photograph.
And they're waiting for him back home.

And it's weighing on my mind.
I'm not trying to be a hero;
I don't wanna die.
But right now in this moment, you don't think twice.

I wonder, would I give my life?
Could I make that sacrifice?
If it came down to it, could I take the bullet, I would.
Yes I would.

You don't think about right; you don't think about wrong.
You just do what you gotta do to defend your own.
And I'd do the same for you -
Yes I would.

I would give my life.
I would make that sacrifice.
'Cause if it came down to it, could I take the bullet, I would.
Yes I would do it for you.
I'd do it for you.

POP lo!

Today's a Friday. The final weekday of our one week block leave. Two more days to rest and relax before the commencement of a new week. For the females, we will be attending an etiquette course on Monday, before our official course at OCS starts.

I'm living the moment at the present and I'm happy with the pace now. Two months of BMT. It seems really long. You know, there can be plenty of activities packed in for a recruit from 0530 to 2230 everyday.

The conducting officer for the 24Km was kind enough to tell me the time and exact area in East Coast that we'll be in at the 11.5Km mark so that my family could come support me. I appreciate that very much. Though I couldn't really have a direct conversation with them cause I was armed and etc, seeing them really gave me an extra boost to carry on. 24Km route march was interesting. Not tiring. And it got exciting towards the end. Maybe, everybody knew that it's the last lap already and we're too high to think of any fatigue.

We had a tent to ourselves to change and sleep in. I changed and slept near the entrance on the right side of the tent. I love to be at the corners. Just like the position of my bed in bunk. I munched on the ham sandwich and drank some Milo to recharge myself. Looking out of the tent, I had the most pretty sight of the Singapore flyer on my right. There, I tried to stay awake awhile to allow the fact that we're almost there to slowly sink in. And also, to send out messages to my family and friends. After it's done, I closed my eyes to take a nap. A very sweet nap indeed.

GP parade was fun. Seeing families and friends slowly streaming in kept spirits of many up. Stamping on the grass didn't really allow us to showcase our 'One Big Bird' effect that we've being trying to achieve. But again, doing the parade at this new ground was really refreshing.

I guess some of us had our emotional moments before the re-entry, when the song 'Every Singaporean Son' was played. I had my own, and I saw some of my company mates shedding manly tears too. We know graduation is drawing near. It's bittersweet. Picking ourselves up again, We 'Cepat Lari' back into the parade area. We took our pledge, sang our national anthem, performed the BMTC roar and... threw our Jockey caps. POP lo!

I love the photos that were taken after the parade with my closests. ;D Simply love them.

And finally, I'm humbled by the experience that requires absolute teamwork. I've learned a lot. And there are certain things that I would have to reflect on. Coming for a CCA that results are mostly dependent on an individual effort, I've a different perception of leadership. There are no right and wrong styles of leadership, just a suitable one. But I'll definitely take note of what's the most suitable in that situation next time. It's a learning point I've took from BMT. As Ma'am Judy always like to say, 'suit your audience'. =D

For the Commanders, SMEs and all who had treated me with amazing kindness, I want to thank them all. In times of uncertainty, word of encouragements from these people really help me answer some questions I've had for myself. And when I do have questions again, I let their voices resonate in my mind again. It keeps me going on. I'm grateful to these handful of people I genuinely give my respect for. These few.

Ups and downs.

An unfortunate event happened on the weekends. It started with a slight fever, and went on with continuous episodes of diarrhea. Was bad. At 2am plus on Saturday night, I went off to the CGH's and A and E department and I was diagnosed with food poisoning. Gastroenteritis. And phew, luckily there were no episodes of vomiting, if not, I'll be going on drips.

Medicine prescribed did help a little, but it was the charcoal pills that I bought at the pharmacy that produced an almost immediate effect.

This week started with a Battle Inoculation Course (BIC) on Monday. Basically it involves going through a series of obstacles. Like SOC, Urban Ops combined. It was fun no doubt, but I think it'd be better if the food poisoning didn't drain too much of my energy away. This is the last time we'll camo on in BMT. See, maybe i'll miss it. I love drawing on camos and the camo really stays well on my face. And I love drawing for my friends too. Ahhh, but next time I'll take not of the direction because a disaster happened which cause my buddy to look as though she just came out of the some coal mine. We had to go through the obstacles with live General Purpose Machine Guns (GPMG) rounds firing high above our heads. Not too intimidating. We had our final swim on Monday. Aqua jogging as usual, was relaxing.

On Wednesday, we had our high key event. The 16Km route march. And, I'm glad that those who participated (from platoon 4) completed the whole distance. Personally, I enjoyed this route march more than the 12Km one. Whee! We're done with one final route march before our final one!

Thursday we had our Drill competition and recruits evening. And finally on Friday, we had our games day. So close, so close... We were always that close. But it doesn't matter. I could feel so much of the company's pride and I'm sure many of us felt it too.

This week, this particular verse from the bible floated up in my mind. I understood the content, but I didn't know the complete verse. But here it is, after this paragraph of rant.

I didn't do things blatantly showy enough and 'in people's face'. When I decide to do certain things, I do out of my own willing heart. In the dark quiet nights, I'd take time to arrange the barang barangs we have on our common table. And during the weekends, I took time to search for the stuffs we need for area cleanings, to finally find back the same brand of wet wipes again. So what if I finish my duties fast? It's only one responsibility to speak out if one needs help. And for a poor soul whom people find fault with, did one ever appreciated the fact that she's is the one who brought the sprays, grinding stones for common use? I'd sincerely urge one to think twice, or thrice that are those small reasons enough to fault one person?

Yea, well, no. Not enough...

Matthew 6. 1:4.
 “Beware of practicing your righteousness before other people in order to be seen by them, for then you will have no reward from your Father who is in heaven. “Thus, when you give to the needy, sound no trumpet before you, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the streets, that they may be praised by others. Truly, I say to you, they have received their reward. But when you give to the needy, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing, so that your giving may be in secret. And your Father who sees in secret will reward you.

It's about answering to oneself instead of others.
I keep this close in my heart.

Stella loves the washing machine.

In fact, this may be my favourite household appliance. I just finished washing the laundry (second round) and currently, it's out in the sun to dry. Using the dryer can only make clothes dry so much. If you want dry and fresh smelling clothes, sunning your laundry one important factor.

The first thing I always do when I get home after book-out is to gather all my zip-locs filled with the dirty laundry in the kitchen. Then, throw them all into the washing machine to start the cleaning cycle. Washing in camp? Nonono. They'll still not be completely clean.

Now, I really wish I can wash my LBV as soon as possible.

This week.

We had Basic Protection and Security Course on Monday and Combat Marking Scheme (CMS) and Urban Ops (UO) on Tuesday. For the CMS, our mission commander took the white flag, so technically we won! As a flanker, I just did plenty of covering. I really think CMS is nothing like paintball. Out of the two activities, I enjoyed Urban Ops more, since it's more realistic and practical. We learned how to clear the danger areas, rooms and windows. We move in groups of three members each and I thought the movements were very cool. Tuesday seems like a half-day field camp.

On Wednesday, we had our 12Km route march with our FBO. This was the first time we did a route march at night. The experience was refreshing. Thursday, we had strength training and an unexpected GP rehearsal at night. This is one day that I thought the activity load was too much.

Before our book-out, we had our last Ability Group Run (AGR). Will I miss it? Maybe a little. Cause AGR and speed trainings are the two PTs that helped us alot with our 2.4Km timings.

This week is packed with loads of activities.
Ooo... Time for a massage!

Signing off from the North East.
I hope the haze will go away as soon as possible.

Individual Marksmanship Trainer to Live Range.

Firers magazine of four rounds load. 
And ready.
Firers watch your front.
Own time own target carry on.

This week, the firers and assistants will respond to these commands before the commencement of firing. And whoo... It's in the back of our heads already.

There are basically four different positions we must adopt to shoot.

Day shoot
1) Foxhole
2) Prone
3) Kneeling/Squatting
4) Standing shoulder

Night shoot
1) Prone *Illuminated
2) Kneeling/ Squatting *flashing target
3) Standing shoulder *flashing target
4) Foxhole *Illuminated


Live range fun? Absolutely.
Easy? Not as easy as I thought. 26/32 is the minimum score to get for marksmanship. We've been introduced to something called the tracer for the night shoot. I thought it's purpose and effects were really cool. It's like firing a streak of firework.

Live range. Ticked and checked.

A short week.

We've got to book it on Tuesday.

It's said that combat fitness and physically fitness are tradeoffs, so, we have plenty of physically intensive programs drawn up for us after field camp to prepare us for SOC test, and IPPT the following week. On Wednesday, we did BCCT. And this time, we got to do it with hard targets. Fun? Not bad. We kick the rather soft hard target wearing boots. In the afternoon, we had individual Skills Training (IST) and Ability Group Run (AGR) and in the evening, we had a swimming session (aqua jogging).

Had a mock Standard Obstacle Course (SOC) test on Thursday and the real thing on Friday before the visit to Singapore Discovery Center and SAFTI MI. Was cool. Was fun.

SOC. Ticked. Done.

The fifth week. Field camp week.

We had a book in on 27th August. After a day of rest and field pack check, we started the field camp on the 28th August morning, which is a Tuesday. It drizzled a little, the environment was humid and cooling. It kicks off with the start of the 8Km route march with our Full Battle Order. Maybe it was a new route or maybe it was the new environment. With so many interesting things to see, and interesting songs to sing, the distance wasn't really the most prominent thing in our mind. Or at least my mind. We took a break at the 3Km mark, the 6Km mark and lastly, we reached the field camp site. The land is relatively flat with surprisingly very organized trees.

After accounting for strength and doing our cooling down exercises, we had a first taste of our combat rations. I remembered vividly that the first main pack I've received was the non-spicy menu 4, which consist of two entrees and one dessert. 1) Glutinous rice with chestnut (chicken), 2) Potato goulash, and 3) Green bean with orange peel dessert. The taste was better than I expected and the first entree taste just like Lo Mai Kai (just that it's not warm). We were also given another accessory pack which consist of several biscuits, fruit bars, beverages mix, etc. And basically we could eat them anytime we want. I really like eating the combat rations. But only for two days. After which, I started to miss fresh rations, meals in the cook house, steaming white rice so very badly.

My buddy and I build our Basha tent beside a tree. The ground was good and inserting the tent pins didn't really eat up our energy. We also made a drainage system around our Basha. We completed it at a comfortable time and I thought our collective effort was really 'up there'. But our Basha was 'attacked' at some point of time by a 'wild boar' which mistakenly see pieces of tissue paper as food. Lol... There's one part of the field discipline we're very not used to. One basically have to stay low. And now, I'd say being to stand up tall and straight is definitely a luxury. Our sentry duty was cool. My buddy and I ate, tried the beverages chatted and at the same time, staying alert. And while doing so, we managed to halt our charging PC. Many interesting things happened at night. Keke.

The second day was mostly lessons on fire movements. We fired blanks for the first time and it's really cool. With the smoke and sound and the recoil and all.

The third day, we cleared off from the Basha area to the ground which we will dig our shellscrape. This was an exciting day. I'd say the difficulty level of digging that plot of and was 'high' because of the condition of the ground and also because of the presence of tree roots. It rained when my shellscrape was like half completed. Hastily, we ran to a shelter with our FBO... We read our family letters there. Emotional moment we have there.

Then at night, we had or 1/3 alert. My duty was 11pm to 12am, 2am to 3 am, and 5am to 6am and subsequently into stand 2. I liked the night. I like that fact that we were able to talk. And I like the fact that I'm able to talk to my awes buddy. We took turns to 'shellscrape visit'. It's a night that I'll remember for a long long time. When it gets a little too hard to concentrate and stay awake, we sang songs. We talked and talk before our interesting friend came over to join in the conversation and this was something she shared.

What would you do if you heard several mozzies buzzing near your ear?
1) Use the issued insect repellent
2) Use your hand to shoo it away
3) Pretend that it's not there and continue to do your stuff
4) Use earplugs

HaHaHa. Shall not elaborate but it's definitely going to be one of the most funniest joke ever. Keke...

And the fourth day, we covered up the shellscrape and went over the the Sit-test area. The girls helped out with the stores before proceeding to company line.

I recuperated for the last three days already and I'm good to go. Badly needed a rest that time. Had a memorable status day with my buddy! :D

I spent my birthday in camp. Maybe this is the most unique birthday ever. So instead of booking out to have a dinner with my family, I was washing the MV together with my platoon mates. Brushing, digging out the mud etc. After lights off, my section 2 mates sang me birthday songs. And I did managed to read through all the well-wishes using my UMPC at night. All in all, unique. Company Minor also sang me a birthday song and I was given permission by my platoon sergeant to take a packet of Choco mint. Still, it's a present. Not bad at all. And when I returned home, I received a gifts. Home-cooked food and 10 bottles of Dragon brand birds nest. Sis must be thinking I've became an avid fan of the beverage. Like it but then, 破费了。

Put in 100% in whatever you do. It's logical since this is a path we've already decided to take.
Appreciate the people around you.

Booking in later.
:D
Tata.

Into the fourth week of Basic Military Training.

Today marks the end of the fourth week. We've completed the adjustment period of nineteen days and also a week of Grenade Assault Course (GAC), Live Hand Grenade throwing of the Singapore Fragmentation Grenade 87 (SFG87)* and also the Individual Field Craft (IFC) lessons. I'm currently back home and waiting for book in, in another three hours time.

Before embarking on GAC, we're already instructed to read up on the HG lessons on LearnNet during the adjustment period. And on Tuesday, we started on the GAC. It include the techniques of throwing a dummy from different positions, and also a verbal theory test. Then the next day, we got to throw a SPG87, which is a practice grenade that gives of a little smoke and spark when it goes off. I thought it was a good practice as this gradually builds up a soldier's confidence by helping us to get used to the the sound, sight and fine tuning our technique, as well as imparting the Immediate action (IA) drills to us, right before the actual throwing of the SFG87.

Just when we thought it's already so exciting and wow to throw the SPG87, actually, the best is yet to come. While waiting for our turn, the previous details had already proceeded to the actual live grenade ground to throw the real thing. And when the first one goes off, us, at the shed was like Ooooo...

Soon, it's my turn. After checking the SFG87 for dust, rust and foreign objects, I carefully placed it the my left grenade pouch on my LBV and patiently waited for my detail's turn. I think we were very eager to 'throw it away'. My PC was at the bay waiting for me and after reporting my details, I took aim and followed the instructions to prepare the grenade. My main focus was to get all the steps right and also to remain calm. The more accurate feeling that I've experienced at the bay was actually excitement. It's a one in a lifetime experience and I like it. I'm also glad and relieved that everybody in the company was still safe and sound after everything.

Field Camp (FC) , which is a five day long field camp, will start on Tuesday. We've attended IFC lessons, which helps in preparing us for field camp. IFC is fun, but the thing is that, we have plenty of grime, mud and dirt on us too. It all comes in a package. ;D

I've bought the necessary items for FC from the Lifestylemart at Safra Mount Faber. And gosh, it's a pleasant experience to shop there as they carry a wide range of military products and the ambience is good. 

*now, I know what is a Frag. I've been giving and receiving plenty of Frags on the Avenger Alliance game and did not know what exactly it was except that it's a bomb. So yea, it's actually a Fragmentation grenade.

So long!
:D

Packed weekends. Extended to a Monday.

Saturday
Caught a 3.45pm movie 'the dark knight rises' with two of my friends at the Cineleisure. Pretty intrigued by the Catwoman. She's so unpredictable. Thought the sound effects were pretty well done. Brought out the scale and grandness of the movie. This has an unexpected twist and is not as dark as the previous one. Afterwards, it was seafood dinner at No signboard at Vivocity.

Sunday
Changi Airport.
Lunch at Astons,
Dinner at Itacho.

Monday,
Dinner and Dessert at Kovan with Kaki.

Good food, good company for the extended weekends.

Great. I want to gain a little weight. 1.5kg.

A song from 新兵日记。

没有山不能跨越
没有海不能冒险
让历史记得这一天
当我用心立下诺言
没有事不能改变
没有梦不能实现
我站在未来最前线
抬头迎接每个考验
海阔天空是我的地图
想写下全新纪录
放眼天下在等我去征服
用热血燃烧黑夜
等待最灿烂的日出
看阳光与我赛跑
风雨与我狂飙
我的骄傲自己打造
每个梦永远比天高
一颗心为希望在跳跃
让世界为我欢呼
大地为我炫耀
我的骄傲你会看到
汗和泪痛苦的煎熬
在这一刻都是我
光荣的记号

Breathe, hold your breath and pull.

Second consecutive day.

20 is the norm.
Today, 24. A bit more...

A shower, a large good warm bath towel, a slow stroll towards the mall for a hot beverage.Then back home.

Ahh, I think this pace is good. Too good.

Many shades of grey, 7 colours of the rainbow.

In Asian societies, at least in Singapore, most will stay with their parents till they start a family of their own. Actually I wonder if the tradition is really a good thing or not.

There are shades of grey. I'm slowly leaning to this perspective.

I like to have a clear direction in life.
I like to stick to plans and work with what I have.
I like financial stability and I like to be contented with what I have.
I like to learn.
I like to enjoy the finer things in life.

I'm allergic to ambiguity and fickle-mindedness, but I like a little spontaneity.

The four pups.

Girl is the pretty lass. All white, smaller in built and as white as snow. She is now called Nuby. She is no. 3 of the four pups.

Shiki is the naughty and bright one who loves affection. He is white with a little tint of of brown (just like Shiro) at the tip of his ears. He's the second smallest in size after Nuby. He is the most active. Now, he's changing his coat and much more muscular now. Still the same, he likes to fight with Nuby.

We have two more pups running around at home. And today, I think another one found a new home. He's your puppy in the basket type of puppy. 老大 should be the eldest of the four of them, and he's the the most loving. He has a floppy right ear. We do not know why, but we really like him like that.

Feeling a little emotional now. We see them grow from 'tiny little wriggly' puppies to 'growing furry active' puppies, so I really really can't bear to let them go. But since we have a constraint of space, we have to. Nuby and Shiki found wonderful homes and I know the other one will too. And now that I'm free, I can follow my mum to their new homes to see their surroundings. Nuby and Shiki are doing great. Maybe my concerns are unfounded.

Maybe I just have the elder sister instinct. I want to protect all my furry 'siblings'.

Feeling better now. Ro and Mer were not adopted, so I can't really be an ambassador for adoption of dogs. But I think those who adopt would know that they've made a difference. It takes a big heart to do that too. Although not all is saved, but just like the starfish story, at least you're making a difference to the present one.

Feeling better now... Two big ones and two small ones are still within my sight. Just had a bath. Dinner soon.

Can I keep them all with me?

So four of them reunite again at Serangoon yesterday. 2 of them are staying at Serangoon gardens now. Plenty of space for them to roam about.

Guess another two were tired after playing. They were really quiet on both legs of the journey.

It will be even better if I were not present when they are off to a new home because I can't bear to watch them leave... One can't really put a value on how much these furry things are worth. It's impossible to do so. I chose not to subscribe to the news for awhile to deceive myself for awhile more. But when I finally surrender to reality, I'll take a look at their pictures taken by the new owners. Am comforted by the fact that they are well-taken care of by their new owners.

Sometimes I thought. If I have a super big house and a big garden and a pond and plenty of places for them to roam, can I keep them all? I know a cozy 5 room flat is not enough to house the six of them.

I wish I could keep the last two ='(

On the road to recovery.

It all started with a dry throat. Then runny nose and muscle fatigue. Felt really sick on Wednesday night. And luckily, it's the middle of the month. I still have time to recover. Feeling much better after taking the medicine prescribed by the doc. The medicine is making me so drowsy.

Picture for 11B: Taken.
Non- camera HP: Bought. (A red Nokia 101 without warranty is at $36 bucks only)
Sports Bras: Bought.
Zip-Locs: Bought.

We have 2 WSOs (FTR), 2 UAVs and 1 AFEngineer from air force for this coming 30th July batch. Met them all and we will be training tgt soon!

Equipping.

I guess I'll be like 石俊 soon, writing my own set of 日记。Yesterday we were ferried to somewhere near Qian Hu fish farm, something like a factory for equipping. There are really loads of stuff in there. The whole process was abit of hurry. Had a short briefing then HSH.

Stick around.

Molly, the two year old American Bulldog.

http://shine.yahoo.com/parenting/bulldog-adopts-litter-orphaned-kittens-184200625.html

One happy mom. 感动。Wonder why the 4 kittens are different.

I hope her coat grows back to it's prime soon after her blowing of coat. It should be soon.

25 June.

It's 6am now. And I just woke up.
Brand new day. I just fed the two small ones and now, am reading a little of my social psychology textbook on the topic of attraction and close relationships. Just reading for interest.

Had an outing yesterday. We agreed at Astons, and I had a prime sirloin set. It's s Sunday afternoon and to my surprise, it ain't crowded at all. Started was cream of mushroom with garlic bread. It's a good restaurant. It's price friendly for a student and the portion is big. Mashed potato and pasta salad are the 必点 sides.

Then we went to a game cafe to hang out. We played, Hmm... Ugly ugly, Bang, Monkey on sticks game and Taboo. The first game was just testing of reaction and your level of violence, Haha, 2nd game was abit about tactics, and little bit about luck. I was the Renegade like twice. The Monkey game was silly. And Taboo, is taboo.

Let's see if there's any luck for a breakfast/lunch at JB Malaysia later!

Good Morning!

Presents... ;D

Sis bought me presents from San Francisco. Happy happy!

Tee plus Capistrano shorts. Love the set. V.Secrets, Secret Charm has a really nice aroma. I like it. And the other accessories fits perfect.

There's also another present from 欣欣阿姨 from Taiwan!

Lovely surprise indeed.

NAPFA.

Sept/ 07
Napfa
Seat and Reach 53cm
Inclined Pull ups 29
Shuttle Run 9.55s
Standing Broad Jump 229cm
2.4Km Run 13.3mins

Full Points.

Sept/ 11
Napfa
Didn't have the record with me. But,

Full points.

Aug/ 12
Striving for even better results.

Determined Realist. From iPersonic.

Your personality type: "Determined Realist"

Practical, traditional and organized. Likely to be athletic. Not interested in theory or abstraction unless they see the practical application. Have clear visions of the way things should be. Loyal and hard-working. Like to be in charge. Exceptionally capable in organizing and running activities. "Good citizens" who value security and peaceful living.

Careers that could fit you include:

Military, business administrators, managers, police/detective work, judges, financial officers, teachers, sales representatives, government workers, insurance agents, underwriters, nursing administrators, trade and technical teachers.

• Andrew Jackson, American president
• Bette Davis, actress
• Elliot Ness, prohibition agent
• George W. Bush, American president
• Grover Cleveland, American president
• James Monroe, American president
• John D. Rockefeller, industrialist and philanthropist
• Lyndon B. Johnson, American president
• Sam Walton, founder of Wal-Mart
• William Henry Harrison, American president

Determined Realists like you want to bear responsibility and welcome challenges. You are a stable and reliable person. External contacts are very important to you; you mix well and you are very active. You are an excellent organiser and you are very happy when things are done correctly and punctually; you can quickly react impatiently if others are not as conscientious, orderly and dutiful as you are. You prefer structured work which produces visible results quickly to abstract, long-drawn-out processes. Determined Realists have no problem with routine as long as it serves efficiency. However, you very much dislike unexpected and unpredictable occurrences which mess up your careful plans. Once you have committed yourself to a cause you do this with dedication and you are willing to make considerable sacrifices for it.

Determined Realists do not avoid conflicts and criticism but face up to them and look for solutions. As you have a keen eye for the errors and shortcomings of others and you are often quick at expressing criticism, you sometimes rub people up the wrong way - especially when you lose your temper and jump to conclusions. Due to your marked sense of justice you are quickly willing to correct yourself and never take offence if someone speaks to you frankly. Determined Realists like you are often found in executive positions as you combine commitment, competence and the ability to assert yourself. In your spare time, you also accept responsibility in clubs and other institutions.

As a Determined Realist, you are one of the extroverted personality types. You enjoy working in a team as a colleague or a team leader. Because you have an outgoing nature, you approach others easily and openly; working in solitude by yourself would be punishment for you. You know how to appreciate a harmonic working climate, but the relationship to your colleagues is not as important to you as to some of the other personality types. For you, the task always comes first and your colleagues and/or superiors are second. As long as everybody is working as disciplined and determined as you are, everything is just fine.

However, if you sense that the work is suffering from irrelevant disputes or private matters that have nothing to do with the job, you have no problem expressing your criticism, and making your team toe the line. It would never occur to you to sacrifice a good result in your work on the altar of personal moods, or in favor of a conflict free environment. On the other hand, you are one of the personality types who is best at handling criticism, and swallow negative feedback without brooding or sink into depression. Consequently, you also can hold your ground in professions where the climate is a little rougher and more competition oriented.

You are an excellent organizer, and a genius at planning and maintaining a workflow that is precise and on time. You enjoy dealing with details and facts, developing rules and guidelines, and establishing standards. Here, your natural sense for systematic and love of order prove to be advantageous; as well as your acute aptitude to see the most efficient of all possible approaches. Where your work is concerned, “reliability” is your second name. You have a real problem leaving things to chance, and you hate nothing more than when something unexpected happens, thus throwing your carefully laid plans into chaos without warning. When a project you conceived is implemented without any hiccups and is brought to a good end, this is your greatest joy.

I love to do tests.

Holidays.

Just finished the 43th episode, which is also the final episode of 新兵日记。And a short episode of 特战英雄。The former series is a very long one. Each episode spanning about one and a half hours. I managed to finished it quite fast. I've been following an Owl's body clock this period. The episode 2 was not in the hard disk, so I can't continue with it. I like that show. I'm going to be a 新兵 soon. Just that in SG, it'll be conducted in Tekong whereas in Taiwan, it's in 成功岭。

I'm preparing to watch MI, the ghost protocol next. Today is the 26th day of my holidays, since the last paper. So relaxed. I'm still waiting to be called up for the part time work. They are still scheduling for the OJT.

Spain vs France just ended. Other than the scores, I seldom read into the Euro 2012. The subscription in Singapore is expensive. 60+ SGD for the Euro 2012 package. So, nah, I'll skip it. It'll be good if they set up a pay per match thing.

Although I wish I can take a short trip during the holiday period.. Hmm, but I think I'll postpone it to a further date. I'd like to visit Taiwan next, to visit 欣欣阿姨. And also, I'd like to go diving again (I once said I want to do it once per year). Actually I had another crazy idea reserved. That is, to go to Bali and surf for one whole month. I like the place, plus, I'd like to pick up the sport from where I left.

I'm reading up on financial budgeting. It's time to do some planning.

Hanging out tomorrow.

Mer just came in to hangout.

It's almost 5.45am.

Almost there.

Called to check if the second set of personal particulars form and surety form is in already. Mid of next month, I'll be down to AFRC and CMPB for the sizing up and stuff. I've wrote down a list of stuff. And I'm slowly 'collecting' the items. I have an almost completed toiletry bag with goodies already. There's one thing I want to bring in. That is, a dozen of 我的美丽日记。I like tanning, but think it'll be very beneficial and nutritious for the skin to have a beauty regime. I will do it everyday or, every two days.

It's really all back to basics. Most stuffs will be provided and we need to prepare only a backpack of personal stuffs. So exciting.

I'm watching 新兵日记now. So basically, 少尉= Second Lieutenant, 连长= Captain,  At episode 34 now. It's like the more you watch, the more you bond with the characters. I like the spirit of 孙排长， the 魔鬼排长。Although I'm not in a military setting yet, I can connect to the story. Similar to the training concept.

要做，就做最好的。

Watching. 新兵日记。

士官长被罗刚弄哭了。余班长被士官长弄哭了。='[

JR and SJ.

Hawkeye and Black Widow.
http://fuckyeahsimplelife.tumblr.com/post/25090276515/jeremy-renner-scarlett-johanson 

I love.  
Stealthily.

Nice bag.

Dakine girls toiletry bag. Good design. Both interior and exterior. Functional and practical. Like. But, I think it's very BIG.

Some feelings.

Definitely have a positive attitude. Will I miss the luxury of freedom? Maybe a little bit. But on the other hand, I always liked to keep myself busy. If I have the means, I always want to learn this and that, go here and there. And, I know, somehow, I can achieve this by choosing this path. I've declared myself as an unofficial graduate till August when the final results are out.

Other than being excited, I'm a little worried. A little for the training, but mostly because of the bond length. As the contract signing is drawing near, it's inevitable that I have this concern. I like trainings. And I hope I will get to like the life as well.

I don't want to think too much. It should be okay to take one step at a time. Nobody said it'll be easy. Nothing is 100% confirmed and I know I have to qualify based on my own merits. I just hope that everything will go smooth. I've waited so long till the day I got the 'Go' sign. It will be very difficult to stop me now.

I have an unfinished business with Aviation.

I'll prepare the BMT items after contract signing. Meanwhile, I'm looking out for the necessary, non-issued items I'm interested to buy and preparing the necessary documents.

What did my dad say? I just briefly told him I passed the pre-requisite and described to him the job descriptions in Chinese. He seemed to be supportive but I know he also has his concerns since he is the father you know. I think he thinks I'd be able to do it. Just like for any tournament, I'd tell him I'm going for this and that, and I'll return with something for him to see. Before the three of us show him any of our achievements, we already anticipate what will be his word of encouagement and congratulations would be. It's always the same. I'm always happy to hear the same thing, although secretly wishing he could add a few fresh lines.

My mum? During the application process, she's been worried about whether I'd be able to pass the series of tests. And now, after passing them and finally some dates are settled, she's worried about the training toughness. But I get it. She does not want me to be disappointed. I think she also knows it's difficult to stop me, how much I wanted it and that I've always has this exotic taste for this career path.

And my sis? I think she's happy for me. But also worried about it being 'not as easy as it seems'. And she's the one that I always update to. She always has some sort of a calming effect which is good, which is something I appreciate. She's much more verbally expressive than me.

My bro knows and he's just teasing me about some piglet thing. Don't wanna elaborate but it's funny on a scary side. It's his turn next year since he's a Singaporean male. And oh, I still thought maybe there's a chance we can be in the same batch. Wouldn't it be so fun?

I believe in doing things that you love. I like to learn and I like challenges. I'm looking forward.

Just a free Monday.

Visited the post office in the afternoon to send a parcel to our family's pen pal. Post office seems to sell loads of stuff and also provide loads of services. And I once mentioned. I love snail mails. And I like to send them out too. You know, it's nice to have a pen pal.

In the afternoon, I finally fufilled that promise to bring the two big ones out for a swim. He seemed to be quite profecient now. And she is making excellent progress. After a bath, they smell really nice now. Just like the Budle budle shampoo. We should have exhausted them by now. But hmm, Mer is still chewing on the baseball rawhide I bought.

Had a crazy dinner. So fun to laugh at silly things.

Chillax.

Friday's training was good. Got to work harder to get my body at it's peak faster.

On Sunday, we went to Malaysia JB for curry F.H. It's still as good. But less salty, less spicy this time. It's lik 38 Ringgit for a large bowl of that. With lady fingers, long beans, cabbages and fried beancurd skin. I think pairing it with chilled herbal tea was the best.

The cinema inside Citysquare was by Cathay. And the weekend ticket is only 12 Ringgit. It's like 5SGD? Madagascar 3 was pretty good. It was filled with excitement, touching and funny. And sometimes they all come together at the same time. There's a bit of exaggeration in some parts. But overall I like it. And oh ya, all the foreign accents too. Melman's voice was actually David Schwimmer's.

If everybody close their eyes, and just listen to the movie alone...How will it be.

Chillaxing Friday and Saturday.

Seriously.

Today, after washing up, I relaxed awhile before calling in again. By this time, I've already been so familiar with the 11 digit toll free number. I was not prepared for an answer, but I did expect some progression of my application. Today, I got what I needed. I'll most probably be signing the contract soon. And I'll be enlisting in July. When I heard this, I was really excited because this means no more waiting. Two months break in between the end of exams and the start of he working phase is just nice. In fact, good enough. I was excited the whole afternoon. I watched some videos, read some articles, spread the good news to some of my friends whom I think are free and will be concerned. It's slowly sinking in. I'm sorta familiar with what to expect, but at the same time, not that too familiar.

Will be sticking to the training schedule strictly till July. Had a good stretch last Tuesday. All muscles are aching which is a good thing.

I'm sure I'll should be able to persevere on. Think it'll be a fun adventure. I love such things.

But at the same time, I think I'll miss civilian life during that period.

It's slowly sinking in. And it's good. At least something is happening.

Aching...

Aaahhh, it feels so good.

Back on track!

Finished:
Season 5, episode 19-24 of the Big Bang Theory.
This means war and Crazy, Stupid, Love (today).

We bought a zoo.

Emotional roller coaster ride.

I feel that story.

I'm a free bird.

My last paper ended on 29May, yesterday. Now, I'm a free bird.

I almost finished watching episode 1 of Terra Nova. It was then before I fell asleep. Had a good rest till morning. It's a good body clock switch. I'm going to set up a list on things I'd like to do.

Go out. Shop, play, swim, watch movies, but on a budget.
Eat 好料。
Get a hair cut.
Find a temporary full-time job till December.
And if I can, I'll go on a short trip with some friends if possible.
Train up.
Gain a Kg.
Get a tan.
Bring Mer to the beach since I've already promised her. And, since she haven't swim in the sea before. She probably won't understand, but guess she could feel something exciting is about to happen. Maybe with Shiro too.
Relax.

This is only the starting list.

Today, I went down to have breakfast. I had Ba Chor Mee with the chinese pear juice. I've developed this liking for the Chinese pear juice during my exam period. I like the Chinese pear already. But as a beverage to go with the mains. It's just, whoo... Here's an article on it's health benefits: www.livestrong.com/article/411482-asian-pear-benefits/

Just read the news today that Hazard is joining Chelsea. Hulk is already on talking terms with the club about the contract. It's going to be exciting. I've been catching up on the transfer news and I'm happy and surprised that Hazard is joining the blues. Kalou and Bosingwa will be leaving, along with D.Drogba. And if I can choose, I'd wish Drogs to go to Real instead of the S.Shenhua. At least, he'll have a chance to continue his legacy with the former team, given the quality of the team.

Revision for the last paper... and...

It's Saturday morning here. I've just finished practice writing for my essay on chapter 2 stuff. Diamond and Dybvig model (1983), and how the liquidity and maturity transformation function of banks can actually cause fragility in banks.

I'm going to focus on:
Chapter 1. The theories of financial intermediation
Chapter 2: Bank regulations (theory and practice)
Chapter 4: Credit risk
Chapter 5: Balance sheet management, liquidity and interest rate risk.
I'm going to start on chapter 5 like really soon.

I have one full day today, tomorrow, and Monday to do the final revisions for the final paper.

I do not know whether 24th May is in the category of 'end of the month'. Doesn't matter, cause the thing is that I've got my answer. You know it's serious when the spine check involves getting X-ray-ed at almost 10 different angles collectively on the cervical, thoracic, lumbar and sacral sections. The very good news I'm going to share is that, I've passed the spine check. I'm glad. But I'll just take one step at a time. So now, final paper first, then finding a temporary part time job, then contract signing, then, I'll most probably be enlisting in December.

Oh ya, Army Open House is open to public today and tomorrow. Oh man. I want to go... But I know I will probably get too excited. I still remember riding in the light strike vehicle during my first visit to Safti. Also taking part in the live firing, and the IPPT station challenges. Oh man, I want to go.

Good day people.

Awake.

It's 6am now. I'm so awake. Bro is playing Grand theft auto beside me. I'm just surfing, checking some updates and basically just it. I walked to the Prime market just now to have minced meat noodle. And, now, I'm very happy with a full stomach. I bought a packet of snacks, seaweed snack, and went straight home. It's quite serene. And I sorta like it.

The last paper is drawing near. I'd have done so much better if I had the extra time for the ESAP paper. 1 page of quality work is worth 10marks. And in 3 hours, we have a minimum requirement of 10 pages. 4x10mark question, and 2x30mark question. So it breaks down to 18minutes per page. It was really intense. I wrote non-stop and couldn't really finish. There's no time to really think as well. Guess what, time management is one of the testing criteria! And, the ME paper is totally wasted. I've send in a document to LSE. I can just hope and pray that my plea is realized. No use crying over this spilt milk.

One last paper. Financial Intermediation. Ok, I'll study in a short while.

I bathe the three puppies today. Now they smell good and look even more fluffier. The last time I smell check. There's still the shampoo smell. There's no taking away the puppy smell from them. It's like 'Don't take my puppy smell away from me!' XD
Those sweet rascals. I'm so afraid to love them.

I want to workout. I want to get to the outdoors for some action. I want!

I'm going to find a part-time or full time job after exams. I hope it's immediate as I want to work already. Not thinking about any graduation trip at the moment. I had my time in Europe already last year and I'm contented. Till now, having work several part time jobs, I haven't really collected a month of full-time pay cheque. I'll like to see what's the thrill of receiving one of those 'oh, so much dollars' cheques.

It's a city life. We're so masculine as a culture. So, keep your engines oiled. No stopping... It'll be like. Work very hard first. Yea, then play very hard later.

I want to workout. I want to get to the outdoors for some action. I want!

Champion Leagues Final 2012.

It's a Saturday night. Initially, we settled on Harry's at Suntec City mall, but it turns out to be that, not every Harry's is opened till so late. We agreed on the Convention center bus stop, and we went off to the Harry's at the esplanade.

It's quite a little stroll from the carpark to the Harry's. At around 12.40am, it was crowded. Although there were no more spaces to sit down, but I think there were still quite some space. For standing. We decided to go to ArchiPelago next door to chill. I had a Belgium Wit. Both my friends has Summer Ale. Although the former one is rated only 'one intensity', I felt the effect after 2/3 of a pint. Although still very sober. I do not know how Summer Ale taste, but I think, it has a slightly sweet or sour taste. We had some good buffalo wings too. We went over to Harry's at about 2.20am. It was cool. The screen was a little lower, almost at eye level and it made viewing easy. There were no more seats left, but we managed to find spots to view the game quite clearly.

Then there was kick off. Chelsea kicked off first. Lamp's the captain as Terry sits out. Saw it when Bayern scored the first one. It was 80plus minutes when Mueller headed one down to the field and it bounces up into the net. A corner was won shortly after. Mata crossed it, and D.Drogba heads it ever so confidently, then, Chelsea's back in the game.

For the defenders, I think there must be a special mention for Cahill and Luiz, which replaced the suspended Terry and Ivanovic. I think Cahill did pretty well for a player who isn't quite a regular. He really impressed me with his strong presence in the team. Luiz, with his golden maggi mee hair did block some with his heads too. He's funny. For Mikel, Lamps, Kalou, Mata, Bertrand (debutant!), Malouda. Good job with all the space creating. Torres played well and he provided a set of well needed attack and fresh legs. And Drogba? He's such a physical presence. He just knows he wants it. His touch, presence and occasional blasters. He's AmAzInG.

It's Peter Cech's stage in the penalty shootout. Mata missed the first one. But P.Cech saved two.

Please don't sell D.Drogba. Grant him his wish of an extension of two years.

The Road to Munich is a long one. I'm so happy because they played with so much heart and ambition. Bayern had so, so many chances. They have so many talented players. For now, maybe they should be rested, for Euro 2012. I have high hopes in their national team.

Never knew this is going to happen. It was crazy, I went crazy. Nevertheless, am grateful to my friends for coming out at such a short notice and also for the fun company.

Cech, Bosingwa, Cahill, Luiz, A.Cole, Mikel, Lamps, Kalou (Torres), Mata, Bertrand (Malouda), Drogba. And, Di Matteo. And the suspended Ramires, Meireles, Terry and Ivanovic.

My Xperia S!

Got my Xperia S on 13th May 2012. And I'm loving it, loving it, loving it. It's perfect for me and more than what I could ask for. It's 168SGD with a 2 year SmartSurf plan. On top of that, I had to pay a fee for the microSim card. I like the idea that many important apps are already pre-installed. And the interface is really just awesome. Oh, just so pretty.

I also downloaded dolphin browser HD and Opera mini. Tried both browsers and they provided a fun alternative. There is also something called Dolphin Sonar and the app will help you find something you need on voice command. For photography apps, I downloaded apps like Lightbox and PicsArt. And, enjoying them whenever  have some spare time for some entertainment. Lightbox is something like the Instagram for Android. And PicsArt provided many other options other than filter and borders. They have a larger selection of those and it has sticker, textbox options too. It's fun.

The design to me is as important as it's functionality. I love the design for Xperia S. It's black, sleek and weighs 144grams. I couldn't bear to tear off the screen protector (with instructions) and I still have it now after 1 week owning it. Know it sounds silly. But this can constantly remind me to be careful, it's new! I like the 12 megapixels camera and HD video function. Haven't tested it to the max yet. But I'll do it when I have the extra time.

I'm going to upgrade my plan to a surfing plan when I have the opportunity and the time.

I like my photos original. And the only thing I do to the pictures I take with my Canon baby is to crop them. Unless absolutely necessary. No touch up and whatsoever. I'm a purist when it comes to originality. I believe things at it's most natural are the most beautiful. Thus, I do not like to do photo shop. You can always have an option to take a photo until you're happy and satisfied.

But not to confuse this with Photography apps. Photography apps add an interesting twist to photography itself. It's a totally different field itself and I personally like it too. But just a little, not dramatic. Some filters are just really interesting that you would like to apply it to your pictures to create a setting or an atmosphere. It's like having a Neoprint machine function in your handphone. I like to add borders, some text and stickers. It's cute. I have several works now and I'm so proud them.

I'm glad Canon Baby is still healthy now. It has been with me at so many places, occasions and time has rendered it beautifully rugged. Now, I have a new addition, Baby Xperia S. Loving it, and I think it'll last for a long long time...

Of Phones.

My best phone so far is the Sony Ericsson K800i. It's integrated camera is Cybershot, which is a line of cameras Sony has. I still miss that phone. I got my first phone when I was primary six, which was none other than the Nokia 3310. Yea, you could drop it many times, and it'll still function (and gosh, it has since became a meme highlight). Basic and classic. Loved that too.

I have been using a basic phone for quite awhile since X10 mini shut off for unknown reasons. It really isn't good. For a smartphone, the screen is too small for comfortable reading.

Recently, I thought of getting a Blackberry curve 9360. I tried on the dummy phones and wondered if I could get use to the Qwerty keypad because the buttons are small. It really feels nice to type on. I read some reviews and it seems quite a sturdy basic smartphone. I thought i didn't need an iPhone because I already have an iPod touch 4. And I'll have to pay so much more for an iPhone for the calling and internet functions. I'll just have to need a hotspot function i think?

Today we came across Nex and saw this Sony Xperia S promotion. we have one line with the Hub Club which is ready for re-contract. And that line belongs to the PowerValue 300. And if we upgraded the line to SmartSurf 300 (additional $10 per month for the internet), the phone is at $168. I like the phone. Especially it's camera and 1080p HD video recording features. I surfed the Android market, and they have pretty competitive apps. I downloaded some photography apps on one of my family's HTC and tried them out. Not bad. And the Lightbox app, equivalent to Instagram, is quite good as well.

Xperia S looks promising. I like the phone!

Maybe, I'll upgrade from PowerValue 100 to SmartSurf 100.

I like to be connected, but not overly connected.
I'll stay connected.

Wishing for a new phone!

Engine started.

Just had a nice warm bath after training. To get our engines started, we ran 6 rounds around the track which equates to 2.4Km. Before that, I did two rounds on my own already. So total distance covered is 3.2Km. It was nice, not to taxing as we ran at a very comfortable pace.

We spent quite sometime on stretching which is good. Ahhh, a good stretch. Then did some basic kicks.

Great training with good pace. =D

Today, I had my first solo on the silver Honda. =D I'm quite happy that I'm trusted enough to go on a solo trip. Our family has two cars from the same family. One black and one silver. I drove the silver one! It's an automatic car. And sure, after a few rides, it's really easy to drive. No more manual gear shifting on monster truck. :(

Bought my comfort food (Fish soup) at the Coffee shop beside City harvest before heading home. The bowl of fish slices with those ingredients plus the bean paste chilli is super tasty. Ahhh... $4 bucks.

Great evening and good food.

Am relaxed and happy.

晚安！

Waiting.

Today, I went out to SK to have lunch as well as to swim. Turns out that, the swimming complex was closed on Monday. Made a U-turn back home with a full stomach.

Revised half of my essay on attitudes. It should be going well. Then, a short study break ends up as a wrap up for today. I checked if my sister was 'A Okay' over at San Francisco, and then, I begin to frantically search for some information which may be irrelevant. Can't describe how anxious I'm feeling. But what I know of is, the results are out and waiting to be despatched. I was pondering whether I should write this. And in the end decided I will. As, this is part of the journey.

I should wait till noon.

I'm such a type A.

It's 4.15am.

I've done what I needed to do. Now, I can only pray everything will be on the right track. If I pass the spine check. Will be on my way to BMT. Which I seriously hope will be earlier. The earlier, the better. After which, I will have to qualify for OCS using my own merits. And before OCS, I'll have to attend a two weeks Air Grading Course. I'll call in again tomorrow to ask if they've received my forms, enquire about the enlistment dates, as well as the results of the spine check. I'll keep a balanced mind before anything is confirmed. But I'm really, really excited.

Nothing's really new here. Just waiting for exams to start.

I'll head off for a swim tomorrow.
Target of 20 laps.

But I'm so glad training will resume on this coming Tuesday. Will have to release some extra energy.

Night folks.

It's so long.

I hope the X-Ray is alright. Were told 'This will be an once in a lifetime experience'. Indeed. 10-12 angle profiles of the spine were taken. And, the images are almost immediate as I could catch a few glimpse on the screen. Today, I called them up again. Yea. And apparently, there are only two female BMT batches per year. And the earliest? DECEMBER. I was really bugged by this. Initially was told September, and now December.

After which, took a bus to Eunos and to Changi airport to send my sister off. Took a rest afterwards. Having some headache today.

I seriously hope that the spine check is okay!
Think I'm a little crazy for being so enthu.

*Pinch myself* I'm so sober. Can I not be this period?

:)

Feeling sluggish, and it's one of the signs of falling sick. Had several doses of the Paracetemol effervescent tablets with warm water already. Currently, I'm waiting for the next dose to cool.

I'll be going for the spine check at the AeroMedical centre tomorrow and after which, I'll proceed to Changi Airport to send my sis off (if I can make it). She's flying to San Francisco and the California area to fulfil her academic requirements. Quite exciting really. Imagine the wonderful people she's going to meet and international friends she's going to make. Excited for her as well as for the spine check. Love checks.

Had quite a feast for dinner yesterday and this afternoon. But, am beginning to lose appetite. I hope it'll be supressed and not go full blown as first paper will start in 11days time.

Posted a document enclosing my personal particulars form and surety form in the mailbox today. I'm Dang excited. Can't wait to start training immediately if everything goes well. Call me crazy, but yea... Been waiting...

I should be studying.

On Cloud 9!

At 3pm plus today, I received a return call from one personnel, (who had helped me a lot with the schedules). He knew what I was looking for and while expecting the question to be asked again, he said 'Your interview can, pass' and he said that he'll schedule me for a final spine test. I was so elated! After waiting anxiously for four days, I finally get to know the answer.

Let me share my schedule.

Sept 2011,
AeroMedical tests
NAPFA physical fitness test, achieved Gold.

April 2012,
Interview with the selection board (4 interviewers inclusive of one psychologist)

May 2012 (This Friday)
Spine Check.

Before the AeroMedical tests, there are a series of tests which includes COMPASS, MAPAS and a checkup to determine PES status.

Waiting for my Mac delivery.

According the the confirmation email sent, I ordered at 2am. And it'll be delivered shortly at 2.30am. While waiting for my McSpicy meal, I'll type a post. And maybe continue after that. The meal, with an upgrade to a small iced milo, plus delivery charges cost 10.60SGD. It's expensive, but I'm so hungry. I can't wait for a few more hours for the MacDonalds opposite my block to open. That's how hungry I am.

Today, there's the Star awards in Singapore. The red carpet show was at 5.30pm. I took a break at 6.30pm when there's a news break to buy and dinner and for a short meet-up. This year's awards took place at Marina Bay Sands. Pretty grand. I like how two route is planned. One via the sea route and one via the 'arriving by sports car' route. Because doing so, the Marina Bay Sands area can be showcased, show-offed. Cause it's indeed a pretty sight for a small city. I like the hosting area for last year's awards at Resorts World Sentosa too.

Great entertainment.

My delivery is not here yet.
And this is so random. Hehheh.

There's only two important things on my mind now.

On Friday, I had the last day of lecture. The Managerial Economics local revision lecture today was, fruitful. I got a second upper mark for my prelims and this serves as a big motivation for my last lap of intense studying. If I can get this mark in the finals, I'll be able to hit my expected honors comfortably. The Managerial Economics subject under the UOL course is very quantitative intensive. I like the peak load pricing question and I'll definitely aim for it for it comes out.

The past three days had been quite anxious for me. Serious. I'll try to make a call again on Monday to request for the interview results. I'm like reading articles like 'signs that your interview went well', while waiting; to relive some of the curiosity. I'm positive. And I hope my gut feeling is correct.

Two important things!

Tick, checked.

After preparing for weeks, I finally had my interview on the 25th April. The staff promised me that my name will be on the list if any interview is scheduled. Then, bullseye, one of my calls hit during the during the scheduling day. There, my name is the first one on the list and I was the first one to be interviewed. We were told to be there at 12.30pm. And the interview stated about 1 pm. There were four interviewers (inclusive of a psychologist who is typing and occasionally ask questions). So, 'knock, knock', I opened the door, smiled and closed the door. I make a greeting and introduced my name before sitting down. There's a chair against the wall. I was told to push it in if it was too far. I pushed in about half a meter. I do not know if it's part of the test, but I clarified that I do not want to push it deeper, so as I can see everybody from that distance. It's a good start and questions started.

I think it went well and I'm waiting for the results. In the meantime, I'm filling up the personal particulars form and surety form. I've got my two referees today.

The whole process was good. And I had answered some anticipated questions. The subsequent questions were build upon from my answers. There were a healthy mix of professional questions and personal questions.The interviewers were really friendly and had a sense of humor. It made me feel at ease and this makes me more comfortable at tackling the questions.

I feel I did well. I've got this far.

Two days before the interview, I watched this video of Nicole Malachowski, an US Thunderbird pilot. It inspired me.

An article on her:
http://www.reviewjournal.com/lvrj_home/2005/Jun-17-Fri-2005/news/26737697.html

8 days.

This is the weekly entertainment and lifestyle magazine of Singapore. Actually it usually comes out on a Monday. And check, today is Sunday. So, ? This week's magazine featured Capt. America. And I think it's for the upcoming promo of the Avengers. This week's issue is a mega sized one. Just $2 for a copy. Going to read it later.

Just returned from a haircut.

Intense revision period till final exams!

Preparations.

One and a half inch black high heels. Tick!
Pencil skirt. Tick!
Original portfolio and another copied set. Tick!

On the need to buy list: White shirt.

Today, I went to get my pencil skirt and two files for my portfolio. Initially wanted to go for the black skirt. But in the end I went for the twill fabric which is light grey in color (because I liked it more). Pencil skirt over trousers. Hmm. I love it. Going to make a trip down to Pull and bear to get the white shirt. They have shirts with good cutting. (for me)

Champions league semi finals.

I've watched B. Munich vs R. Madrid yesterday. Remembering the match dates wasn't intentional. It's only earlier this week, I happen to read about the fixtures on the Newpaper.
Good game.

Chelsea vs Barcelona.

D.Drogba is always so interesting to watch. He's big build, very capable or firing powerful shots. But yet when he falls down on the ground, he's always giving the 'Oh why' expression. I find the contrast interesting. He's so funny.

First ten minutes, it was interesting to watch. It's just a very balanced display of attacking prowess. After that, Chelsea just faded into defence and that's when Barca had to chance to display their flair of their passing game. It's quite worrying to watch. But things got better for Chelsea when the game is sorta being reset (when there's throw in, corners, etc) and they had the chance to return to their respective positions. Barca played wide and, and, they are just so disciplined. Their touch of football is amazing. One touches in triangle positions. One serious chance from Barca is the shot by Fabregas. It was just so close. If would have went across the line it, if it's not because of A.Cole, who displayed very good reflexes and athleticism.

Few minutes before the half-time whistle, Ramires fed D.Drogba from the left and allowed his teammate to blast in. So straight, so clean and so powerful.

Didn't expected this half-time results. It's so exciting to watch.

Streaming was not particularly kind in the second half. I was only able to watch about 10minutes before the final whistle.

Chelsea defended the lead.
The first leg of both Semis is done! 

Signing off 5.55am. Gosh. This is really pushing back my sleeping time which is bad.
But... Really interesting game to watch.

A day.

Had a small trip to Compass point to look for formal wear as well as dress shoes. One pencil skirt I found at G2000 is really nice and it fits with the correct knee length standards. After which I went up to bata to get a pair of heels (one and a half inch). Then, to the basement to get hosiery.

Weather was rainy today. After buying my stuff, I drove to Little India arcade to do threading on my eyebrows. It's 5 bucks for the service. I was introduced to it when my brother brought me there. He did it first, then me. Today was my second time there. The threading place was renovated and a young lady helped me with it. It was painful. I was like thinking, 'I drove all the way here for this, what am I thinking'? But slowly, the pain faded away as the area was numbed. I wanted to do it for the area for my upper lip too, but I think, it's enough for today.

But it's good. Eyebrows are now trimmed and shaped.

I'm so excited about what's going to happen on the 25th this month.
I've waited for this since November last year!

Would need a white shirt like that. Cutting looks good!

http://www.pullandbear.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/category/pullandbearsg/en/pullandbear/29019/BLOUSES%2BAND%2BSHIRTS#/586035/BASIC%20LONG%20SLEEVE%20SHIRT

Unspoken rule.

I switched off on the 2nd half of the ESAP lecture. I think I'll write this to keep things in check first before continuing with my revision. I've already picked out the topics I like, which I'd like to do if it comes out in the main paper on 18th May. They are as follows:

1) Attitudes and behaviour
2) Majority and minority influence
3) Fundamental attribution error
4) Covariation theory by Kelly
5) Deception is social psychological research
6) Social loafing
7) Prosocial behaviour
8) Some others which I'll add on later.

Today, is the graduation ceremony for the SIM-UOL 2011 batch. So it means, if I graduate this year, the ceremony would most probably in April next year. 3 more papers to go. Honours is more or less stable, but I'll have to get at least one 2nd lower honours mark to seal it.

I know I'll sort of miss lessons when it ends. Today is the second last lecture for Elements of applied and social psychology. But by graduating, I can then chase another goal, to gain financial independence. Before my trip last week, I went to my dad. I said 'I do not have enough money, could you give me some?', he said 'how much' and I said '60 bucks'. He searched around his wallet and passed me 100bucks which, he refused to keep the change. This simple gesture made me feel touched and this is the kind of understanding I need very much this period. I'm having exams, loaded with stress, and draining from my savings. I thought I could finally have some surplus of cash. It wasn't very much, but I appreciate the gesture very much. Because one thing about me, I really dread asking for money. I dread it very, very much. And it's such an annoying thing that this topic is coming back again and again for years. It's stressful and stress is defined as the psychological arousal that arises when one has insufficient resources to deal with the threats/demands encountered. Yes, that's the stress. Maybe I'm those who needs unspoken understanding. I always understand money may be a sensitive issue, that's why I do not like to sweat the cents and a few dollars. Money is important to me for sustaining a comfortable lifestyle, but not the utmost importance in my life. We're middle incomed, perfectly alright (but my parents always think otherwise). But, I would like to gain that financial independence. Very much.

I'd also like to make a point that parents should be trusting enough to trust that the kids have the ability to provide,etc after they have a stable job. If not, it's really causing stress to the kid on top of their academic issues. :'( They provide us with food, shelter, and the so expensive education, why wouldn't the kid do the least? It's not only a reciprocal norm, it's a form of respect and appreciation. I don't know about the majority, but it's my unspoken rule. Must everything be so explicit and emphasized everytime? Maybe I don't know, I don't know how it feels if your savings are always seeping to your kids and education and stuff. I can't comprehend, at least for now.

Road trip to Kluang, Malaysia.

Left house in the morning at 6.30am. Traffic was smooth when I took 83-161-Woodlands to Kranji MRT route. Everybody was there at 7.30am sharp. Something is good with our time concept. We took a bus to the checkpoint and to eat the Kam Long Curry fish head at Johor Bahru. Such a satisfying breakfast although curry fish head may be too taxing for our fresh stomachs in the morning. Despite that, it provided us with the the fuel it provided. Very nice red snapper curry fish head with lady fingers and tau kees. Those soaked with curry is so Ooo. After which, we left for a place called Titi (the name is so tickling) or something to collect out collect our Proton 7 seater MPV. Then, it's a 2hour drive up Kluang.

Upon reaching the town, we stopped by for the Kluang railway coffee. I'm a tea drinker, so I can't really appreciate the Coffee, but I think it has a smooth taste. We had some butter with Kaya toast which is good.

We went around to search for accommodation and finally settled at the eco resort. Which, in my opinion, can't be categorized as a resort. But on good thing is that it's located high up in the hill and the air's pretty good.

We had some Roti Pratas, Pork and Meat balls and left for a shopping mall to get some Chips and Beer (Ooo, Corona and Carlsberg) and to Ah Foo for dinner. They have unique bbq-ed Stingray and Squid, Satay and AiYu desert. I like the Desert with sea coconuts and the special bursting nata de coco balls. After which, we left for the hostel (as I would like to call it) and played card games mainly Bridge. And later HTHT (only a little).

After HTHT, we went out. The moon was so bright that night and the sky was full of clouds. So, instead of stargazing, we had a moon-tan session. 

The second day, we woke up for Kluang's famous Bak Kut Teh. How nice? It's nice enough for us to eat that two days in a row. Primarily made up of pork ribs cooked a rich herbal soup. It has tau kees and it also had a pig organs version. I like the Pig trotters cooked with dried chilli. The rich collagen in the fats is Ahhh. Sticky and so good. We visited some roadside Chendol stall and had some peanut Meechiamkueh (pancake).

After which, we went back to park the car and start our climb. It's two o'clock. We went up gradual slopes. But who knows, 15minutes into the climb, we saw steep slope which is like 70degrees? We were like 'Whoa', but I think everybody is secretly trying to try on this. We completed the ascent and descent in 3hours and 30 minutes.

We washed up, went to MarryBrown (Msia style of KFC) for some 'appetizers' and to 128 restaurant for seafood. We loved the tofu, porkribs and fried long beans. The fresh steamed fish was alright, but think it's better cooked in HongKong style. Leave the Teochew style to Pomfret. I love Seafood.

It's quite an early night. And on the 8th, we left for Singapore. We stopped by the railway station and the Kluang coffeeshop again. Everybody watched 'Wrath of the titans' at Citisquare before leaving for Singapore.

We had 3 Capricorns and 3 Virgos on the trip. Is it a coincidence or what? We ate, share and laugh alot. Although we never had the 'Shuang' massage after all.

My friends taught me the bridge game and I am starting to like it (but I still don't know how to bid). 70% satisfaction from me. Another 30%, never mind, no need to mention it.

We spent only 150SGD pp for this trip. Nice huh. We eat, we climbed. Fun filled.