Some feelings.

Definitely have a positive attitude. Will I miss the luxury of freedom? Maybe a little bit. But on the other hand, I always liked to keep myself busy. If I have the means, I always want to learn this and that, go here and there. And, I know, somehow, I can achieve this by choosing this path. I've declared myself as an unofficial graduate till August when the final results are out.

Other than being excited, I'm a little worried. A little for the training, but mostly because of the bond length. As the contract signing is drawing near, it's inevitable that I have this concern. I like trainings. And I hope I will get to like the life as well.

I don't want to think too much. It should be okay to take one step at a time. Nobody said it'll be easy. Nothing is 100% confirmed and I know I have to qualify based on my own merits. I just hope that everything will go smooth. I've waited so long till the day I got the 'Go' sign. It will be very difficult to stop me now.

I have an unfinished business with Aviation.

I'll prepare the BMT items after contract signing. Meanwhile, I'm looking out for the necessary, non-issued items I'm interested to buy and preparing the necessary documents.

What did my dad say? I just briefly told him I passed the pre-requisite and described to him the job descriptions in Chinese. He seemed to be supportive but I know he also has his concerns since he is the father you know. I think he thinks I'd be able to do it. Just like for any tournament, I'd tell him I'm going for this and that, and I'll return with something for him to see. Before the three of us show him any of our achievements, we already anticipate what will be his word of encouagement and congratulations would be. It's always the same. I'm always happy to hear the same thing, although secretly wishing he could add a few fresh lines.

My mum? During the application process, she's been worried about whether I'd be able to pass the series of tests. And now, after passing them and finally some dates are settled, she's worried about the training toughness. But I get it. She does not want me to be disappointed. I think she also knows it's difficult to stop me, how much I wanted it and that I've always has this exotic taste for this career path.

And my sis? I think she's happy for me. But also worried about it being 'not as easy as it seems'. And she's the one that I always update to. She always has some sort of a calming effect which is good, which is something I appreciate. She's much more verbally expressive than me.

My bro knows and he's just teasing me about some piglet thing. Don't wanna elaborate but it's funny on a scary side. It's his turn next year since he's a Singaporean male. And oh, I still thought maybe there's a chance we can be in the same batch. Wouldn't it be so fun?

I believe in doing things that you love. I like to learn and I like challenges. I'm looking forward.